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"Trowa's Secret"Written By: Emerald Pillow Pairings: 1+3 Warnings: Yaoi;Langauage,death fic Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing, you can try
to sue me, but all you'll get is a cat with a half mask like Trowa
(But, her name is Duo...) Comments: It's from Trowa's POV and the story
is about a little secret that he's been hiding from Heero...I hope
you enjoy. Rating: NC 17 Trowa's Secret Part 12
"Let me take you." He whispered softly as
we pulled apart. I looked up, wondering if perhaps I had heard wrong.
The pleading features proved different. "Heero, you know I can't." "Why?" What's gotten into him? "You know why." "We could use protection." "It's not fool proof. I don't want to chance it."
The next instant, he was sitting on my stomach; roughly pinning my
wrists to the bed. "I could take you right now, and you'd have no
choice but to infect me. . ." There was a look of anger mixed
with hatred in his eyes. Seeing it scared me. It was the same look
that the mercenaries had before they raped me. Heero could easily
do the same. I wouldn't be able to stop him. His grip on my wrists
loosen as he closed his eyes tightly and his voice soften. "But
you would never forgive me. . .I would never forgive myself. . . .and
I wouldn't be any better than that bastard that did this to you. I
just want to make love to you. . .just one time. . .even if we never
could again. . .I want to show you. . ." He whispered apologetically.
"Is that so wrong?" I leaned up as far as his pinning hands would allow
me, and pressed my cheek against his. I wanted to stop his pain, the
way he always did for me. I understood how he felt. I was the only
person in his life that he's ever loved. . .at the same time, I'm
the only person he couldn't really touch without fear. His sexual
history ran pretty close to mine. He only used sex to his advantage
instead of for love. Now that he wanted to, he couldn't. "Make love to me Heero." Before I even realize
it, the words were rolling off my tongue. It came from my heart. It's
what I wanted. To prove I meant what I said, I pressed my lips against
his. He placed his hand on my neck and brought me closer. Our kiss
deepen and his tongue ventured into my mouth. I lightly sucked on
his tongue a moment before caressing it with my own. We stopped long enough to take off each others' shirts.
My hands slid down his chest to the front of his jeans. Without hesitating,
I started to unbuckle and unzip them. I slipped the jeans down his
waist and quickly disposed of them. While I was removing his jeans,
he was busily working on removing mine. As he did this, I remembered
the condoms. Something told me that Heero didn't have any. I don't
think he was looking to score tonight. . .it just sort of happened.
As I lifted my hips to allow him to take of my pants, I searched the
room with my eyes. I know I didn't have any condoms. I wasn't planning
on ever having sex again. . .but it's possible that Wu Fei could have
some. After all, he and Duo were about to have sex before. Who knew
how often something like that happened. The problem was. . .where
the hell would he put them? "What's wrong?" Heero asked softly as I lightly
pushed him away. "I'm trying to figure out where Wu Fei would keep
his condoms." A quizzical look washed over his face as I slid
out from under him. "Wu Fei keeps condoms?" "Remind me to tell you later." I walked over
to the night stand next to his bed and tapped the touch lamp a couple
of times for a little extra light. It was the most obvious place.
Wu Fei didn't really feel the need to hide anything; he trusted me
as his roommate. I normally wouldn't go through other people's belongings,
but this case I made an exception. Thankfully, he had one sitting
in the drawer. Better safe than sorry, I took both of them and made
a mental note to get some to replace it. I wasn't sure where Wu Fei was, but I was glad he wasn't
here right now. I glanced over at the clock as I walked back over
to the bed. It was one in the morning. Wherever he was, he would probably
stay for the rest of the night. As I straddled Heero, making sure
to keep my back to him, I wondered if perhaps Wu Fei was in Duo's
room for the night. I didn't have long to worry about it as Heero
seized my waist and pulled my ass backward. He didn't waste any time
as he took my slightly aroused dick into his mouth and began sucking.
I returned the gesture, by sucking him to hardness.
That accomplished, I opened the package and pulled out the contents.
I'll be damn if the condom didn't break. Tonight definitely wasn't
my night. At first I didn't want to risk it. . .but feeling him sucking
on my dick filled me with so many sensations that I had nearly forgotten.
I hestitated a moment, wondering what to do. . .oh, what the hell.
Something told me that it wouldn't really matter in the long run.
I didn't give him time to properly prepare me. I wanted
to be as tight around him as possible. Heero placed one hand on my
hip as he guided his dick into me. He felt much larger sliding inside
than I expected. I wasn't sure if it was because I wasn't prepared
or the fact that I haven't been taken in nearly four years. Either
way, just entering brought pleasure. I began rocking slowly against him, trying to adjust
myself. He placed his free hand on my other hip and gently thrust
into me at the completion of each sway. At the same time, he pulled
me onto him, causing him to nail the spot deep inside me that made
my entire body tingle with pleasure. It was the first time anyone
that had taken me found the place. Usually my plunder didn't care
for my pleasure, just their own. Heero propped himself up on one arm, and snaked the
other around my waist. As he pushed himself into me, he kissed along
my neck, shoulder, and chest. Every time he hit the spot inside me,
I moaned softly. It was the first time I made any kind of sound during
sex. Quatre couldn't even accomplish such an act. Mainly because he's
never been inside me. He wanted me to always be the one in control.
Our lips met tenderly and I couldn't help but feel that
this wasn't real. Everything seemed so right. Without warning, he
laid me back on the bed. He didn't lose a single beat as he continued
to pump into me, only now more aggressively and at a quicker pace.
My moans grew in volume as he was starting to pant. I clutched his
shoulders and pushed against him with every entry. I could feel the
strain in his body. He was controlling his strength so that he wouldn't
hurt me. My dick rubbed against his hard stomach, which only
added more pleasure. I reached down to touch myself, but he pushed
my hand away. He then kissed me and I understood what he wanted to
do. By now, he was pounding into me, causing the headboard to beat
against the wall. Damn! I had almost forgotten what it felt like to
feel someone inside me. The feel of his enlarged dick caressing me in places
I didn't know existed, brought forth sensations I never knew of. I
didn't want him to stop, but unfortunately, I could feel that he was
reaching his peek. He pulled from the kiss and sat back on his knees.
He placed his hands on either of my hips and lifted me slightly to
continue. His pace slowed, and he focused on the firmness of the thrusts.
The vigor behind each shove was driving me wild; at
the same time, the slow pace was making me crazy. I fought against
the urge to speed things up. I wanted to allow him to do whatever
he wished with my body. It was then that I realized that he was concentrating
only on my pleasure, and forgetting about his own. This in mind, I
pushed from the bed and started riding him again. He wasn't expecting this reaction, and I heard him hit
the footboard. Before I had the chance to apologize, he was kissing
me with bruising force. I guess the pain must have turned him on more
as my lips were now swelling from the kiss. His actions were affecting
me as well. I grabbed the footboard for support and bounced on his
dick as hard and fast as I could. At that instant, my adrenaline kicked
in, and I rode him like I've never ridden anyone. He wrapped his arm
around my waist and crushed our bodies together. Control strain gone
from his body, he continued to drive into me. The kiss was broken
as he leaned back and moaned loudly, marking his climax. He rested against the footboard, heavily heaving, as
I kissed along his muscular chest. I could hear his satisfaction in
his breathing. I wondered if he had ever felt this pleased before.
. .I know I never have. I was starting to get weak. Thankfully, he
laid me back on the bed and tended to my neglected erection. Sweat
was pouring from my body. I didn't know if it was because I was feeling
bad, or the sex. That's when my heart started hurting. At first, it
felt like heart burn, but soon it became worse. I tried to deal with
them and focus on Heero's mouth surrounding me. Without warning, I
limped in his mouth. "Trowa?" I tried to respond, but nothing came out. ~ * ~ Chapter
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