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"Sleepless Nights"Written By: Shinigami 195 Disclaimer: I don't own them Rating: NC 17 Warnings: Language, lemon Pairings: 1x2 Summary: Duo is having trouble sleeping - Heero
finds out why. " Sleepless Nights" Heero could hear Duo tossing and turning as he tried
to get comfortable. Heero listened as Duo’s bed creaked as Duo
rolled over. Duo was having problems sleeping even since the last
mission where they had falling captive to OZ. Heero had been beating
up and all he could do was watch them drag Duo off. Duo had returned
a few hours later, broken beneath the guards and base commanders heels.
Duo wouldn’t talk about what happened, but Heero now watched
as his partner and best friend quiet down finally. This mission could have been done with only one pilot
but Duo didn’t want to be left in the Estate on his own. After
Quatre, Trowa and Wufei have broken them both out. Four missions had
come up. Each taking one and Duo not wanting to be on his own, all
of the five pilots were busy. Heero sat up in bed as Duo started tossing and turning
again. Heero wondered belief whether his friend was asleep and dreaming
or awake and brooding, either way, it wasn’t doing Duo much good!
Making up his mind, Heero pulled himself from the warm bed covers
and moved silently across the room. Placing a hand on the bare skin
just under the start of the braid, he whispered “Duo!” Duo
started and looked over his shoulder at Heero. Heero noticed that
Duo’s body temperature was low. “You cold?” Heero asked.
Duo nodded ever so silently. Heero slipped under the covers of the small bed and brought Duo to him, rubbing Duo’s arms and back trying to warm him up and slowly, slowly, Duo fell asleep. Heero smiled at his peaceful friend and wished silently for something he could do to keep him and Duo like this forever. The Next Night Heero stepped out of the shower and scanned the room.
His bed was neat and tidy. Duo’s was still in the same state
as it had been in this morning when they had disentangled themselves
from bodies and covers. Heero sighed and started to dry himself with
his towel, before slipping in to clean underwear. ‘God’
he thought grazing at Duo’s desk bathed in the setting sunlight
‘what I would give to just spend one night… no stop it’
Heero turned away and dressed facing the wall away from anything that
belonged to Duo. “I’m the Perfect Solider!” He told himself sternly. “I do not need feelings for a braiding chibi baka.” Silently Heero left the room he shared with Duo and headed towards the dining hall, wanting something to take away the hunger for Duo! Duo sat silently in the library, staring out the window
at… nothing really. Last night was the first proper sleep Duo
has had since the end of the last mission, nearly a month ago now.
How he wanted to talk to someone about it. His diary knew, his diary
knows everything there is to know about Duo. His feelings for Heero,
his past, the pain of his past and the … “Duo? Duo Maxwell?” “Huh?” Duo turned, a girl stood there, shoulder
length red hair was pushed back with a small silver hair band, her
blue eyes dazzled at the reaction on her classmates face. Helen couldn’t
help but laugh, her voice soft and light. “Don’t scary me
like that!” “Sorry Kawaii.” “And don’t call me that!” “Sorry.” She lost the teasing tone in her
voice. “What’s wrong Duo?” She sat down next to him. “It’s… I’m… I’m young
right and …I’m… in…” “Love?” Helen was in a wonderful relationship
with a teenager called Kobe or Kobe was his nickname his real name
was unknown. ‘Just like mine was’ “Yes.” “You’re not sure what to do?” “I’m scared. If I tell him, what he would
do. Would he hit me and never talk to me or…” “Tell you he feels the same?” Helen’s
smile was gentle as was her touch on Duo’s cheek. “You can
worm you way into anyone heart. You did to me, and I’m positive
that you have manger to do the same with Heero.” “How…?” “How did I know? I have grown up with three brothers, two older, one younger and every one of them has come to me for help about they love life. It’s easy to tell, when you look at him and when he looks at you, when he thinks no one else is watching.” Helen whispered. “Heero is just as unsure about his feelings as you are? I would get in there, while you have a chance because Miss Relena will always be around, and will always be trying to win Heero’s heart and one time, she might manger it,” And with that Helen stood and left Duo brooding once again. Heero was on his way to the changing rooms to change
for the game when he sow one of the cheerleaders heading that way.
“Helen!” He cried, his voice sounded strange at being so
loud. Helen spun, “You can talk than?” She joked as Heero ran
to catch up with her. Heero smiled weakly. “Smiling isn’t
your strong point than?” Heero shook his head. “Yeeeeesss.” “Ummmm. I don’t know… um has he talked
to you at all?” “If he had I wouldn’t say anything, just this. Try to talk to him. He has a lot to get of his chest, he wont talk to me but maybe, just maybe!” She pushed open the changing room down and went in smiling. Thinking ‘maybe I should become a match making.’ Heero came back from the match, sweating and damp but
in a good mood. He unlock the bedroom door and went in. Duo was working
at his desk. He looked round as Heero walked in. “Evening.” Duo returned back to his work.
Frowning deeply Heero set about having another shower. When Heero stepped out of the bathroom, Duo said “Quatre
and Wufei have both finished their missions and will be laying low
until we return to the marked safe house. Trowa is still having problems
with Heavyarms but will be here as soon as he can. That’s all
the messages, I’m going to bed.” “Why?” Heero snapped suddenly. “You can’t
sleep, so why try to?” “Instead of you worrying about MY LIFE worry about
your own.” Duo didn’t snap, his voice was calm. “Tell me. Tell me what’s wrong?” “Why? You think you can solve my problems. Oh right
I forget, you being the perfect solider can do bloody anything. You
can’t Heero.” Duo headed towards the bathroom. “Fuck you Duo!” Heero shouted. Duo spun. “Fuck
you.” Heero said again this time a little quieter. “I lay
here at night, I can hear you tossing, turning, all though the night
and all I can do is wonder the hell why because you never tell me
anything. If I’m the perfect solider than why, tell me why the
fuck do I have I feelings for you?” Duo just stared across at
Heero. “You have feelings… for me?” Duo asked
his voice was shaking in fear and shock. Heero nodded. Duo smiling,
not the joke smile but a real smile on that lit the whole of his face,
and than Duo fell to the floor, crying in uncontrollable grasps. Heero
just watched for a few minutes and than reached down. “SHHHHHHHHHHH!” He breathed, cradling Duo
in his arms, but this didn’t seem to work, it just made Duo cry
harder. Heero could only panic. “Tell me Duo, what happened in
them few hours that made you in to this!” Taking Duo be the shoulders,
Heero stared deep in those violet eyes. “You’re stronger
than this. And nothing is going to hurt you, I’m here. What happened?” “I visited Hell.” So simple, so straight forward.
Duo began, the crying stopped, Duo explained the ways they broke him,
Needles, red hot hand heedless, sharp spikes, Torture
and the near miss. “I wouldn’t cry, or scream, I was just
sport to them, something for them to play with. They had made bets
and when I wouldn’t fulfill the bets, one decided there was only
one way. But a girl came along, she stopped them and order for me
to be put back in my cell and left there.” Heero hugged Duo tighter.
“I have to tell you something.” Heero pulled
back and stared gently at Duo. “Suki desu.” Heero reached
out and took one of Duo’s hands. “You made me feel different, like I wasn’t
a human robot. Like I wasn’t a murderer. You looked at me, like
I was a boy, a child and sow the good in me when I said there wasn’t
any. You made me feel, love.” Heero leaned forward and felt for
the first time in his life the meaning of peace! Duo’s lips were
soft velvet, Duo curled a hand round Heero’s neck, beginning
the love shared deep between them. Heero let his hands flow over Duo
and up under the loose school shirt, running his hands over Duo’s
chest. Duo held on, keeping him and Heero joined at the mouth. Heero’s
swift hands quickly unbutton Duo’s shirt and pushed it off. Before
untying the braid, running his hands though Duo’s hair he felt
Duo unwrap the towel from Heero’s waist and explore the lower
part of Heero. Heero would of moaned but Duo’s mouth kept him
silent. Heero began the slow and impossible process of taking of Duo’s
very tight school trousers, which happened to be a size, too small
for him any way. Duo’s hands massaged Heero’s straining
manhood. Heero manger to get Duo out of his trousers and boxers. Heero
pushed Duo down gently on to the soft carpet. Heero started a slow
and teasing exploring journey of Duo’s prone form beneath him,
using only his mouth and tongue. Duo moaned at the pleasure, and dug
his fingers deep into Heero’s short hair, as Heero engulf his
erect shaft. Duo’s hands tighten in pleasure. Heero lifted his
head and smiled as Duo moaned from the lost. Heero reached down and
slowly placed a finger inside the boy beneath him, Duo screamed at
the invasion, pain and pleasure mixed. Heero added another finger
as Duo began to pant, Spreading his fingers he slipped his manhood
into Duo. ‘God Heero’s big!’ Duo thought as Heero
pushed himself in fully. Heero reached down and kissed Duo. “Ready?” He asked. Duo nodded, and Heero started
rocking back and forth, watching his angel’s eyes widen at the
pleasure that raced though his body. “Heero!” Duo moaned and Heero rode faster
and harder letting his climax take him. Heero reared once and let
himself fall on the floor next to Duo. Heero slowly took himself out
of Duo and raised himself on to an elbow, looking down at the young
angel laying on the floor bathe in sweat. “I love you Maxwell.” And Duo smiled back up at him. That was where they spent the night. OWARI. |
