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"Shinigami Sweet Sixteen"Written By: Shinigami 195 Disclaimer: I don't own them Rating: PG 13 Warnings: OOC, supernatural, AU Pairings: 1x2 Summary: In a world of war two pilots find themselves
together, but not all is as it seems. "Shinigami Sweet Sixteen" It's hard to hate someone even after all they have done
especially if that person is someone you love or have once loved.
But still after everything that... that... bastard has done I still
just want to hug, kiss him and let him make love to me, even though
to him it isn't love it's just a cheap fuck to him. He can do what
he wants, hit me, rape me, and sell me for money and I don't lift
a finger to stop him after all; all humans go through this right?
It's not just me that is going through this its all humans. I know
enough of this world even though I have only been here a few years
but I know from years of living with my family that deep down he's
using my love for him and humans to twist me and what I do and make
me his slave. Never thought he could be THAT cold. And now seeing
them together, him loving her, the way he never loved me, my soul
breaks and my heart shatters and all I can do is run and hide 'cause
now I see what he is truly like. I can run from him, from pain and
past, my family that waits for me down below, but I can't run and
hide from myself and my memories. I can lie to others but the truth
is wedged deep in my heart. My Father was right. The human world is cold and cruel and mine has just
become what I used to live in. I might as well give up now and go
home and put up with my brother's taints. But that would be giving
up and letting my father win. This is HIS fault and I'm not gonna spend the rest of
my life in Hell because of HIM! Just because my first love hasn't
worked out doesn't mean that I wont find my true love before I turn
sixteen does it? After all I still have ten years to go. Ten years before I turn sixteen. Ten years to bring
faith back to my heart and ten years to find my true love. 'Cause
if Shinigami was going back to hell then that bastard is going before
me. I wont have to see him for ten whole years and even then I might
not have to see him cause I might not be going back. A single tear falls down a small boy's cheek, his head
bowed. In front of him stands an older man. "Kid?" His voice shakes as if he knows what
is going to happen to him. The small boy raises his head and the man's eyes widen
in fear. Across the young features a manic smile lays, violet
orbs are blazing with a purple fire. Out of nowhere a sharp wind comes
knocking the man back a few feet, a black cloak falls in place round
the kid's shoulder and a metal scythe appears in his right hand. Blood
drips from the very tip. "Kid?" He asked again as the boy steps forward. "No!" A cold hard voice speaks. The words
falling from the boy's lips sound odd and strange. "My name is
Shinigami." His head raised even more and his smile widen. "You have met your maker Solo." And I stand here now, my lover is before me. It is one
more hour. I have leant that not everyone is like Solo and people
can change. With help, people can change. My koi has changed alot and has helped me learn to trust
other people. Yet is his love isn't strong enough then I have to go
back and see Solo again and lose my koi but Venus and only Venus can
tell if it's true love or not. He has never told me that he loves me, man of many words
that's him. Ten words a week unless we make love to each other at
less once, but for me once is never enough for me or him as he always
seems to make a show when sex is involved, coming at least twice in
one go. Half an hour to go. I reach to him, wanting to be held by him, this might
be the last time I get to feel his warm arms around me. His eyes question
my actions but he takes me in his arms any way. I haven't told him that I'm Shinigami, after tonight
this all should be over and we should be able to stay together. I rest my head against his chest listening to his steady
heart as it beats in time with mine. His chin is on the top of my
head and his arms are round my waist. I can feel the air growing heavy and I know it's time. "Heero." I whisper against him and as if he
knows something is gonna happen, his arms become tighter. "I love you Heero." 15 minutes. "I know Duo." Five more minutes past in silence and then he speaks
again. "I love you too." And my heart melts and I never wanna let go of him. I pulled back a small amount and place my lips against
his. It's only a soft gentle touch but it's enough for me right now. He doesn't know why I brought him here and he never
will. Gently I put him to sleep through the kiss and he's
under a spell so that he will wakes as soon as my father has left.
That way if I have to go then he will still wake no matter what. I
laid him softly on the wet grass. Three minutes and the storm clouds are rolling in. "SHINIGAMI!" Taking on my true form I watch the black figure that
is stopped by a pink figure. Venus's voice floats over to me and I burst in to joyful
laughter. My father doesn't look pleased. His voice hisses at me. "Shinigami you will be home. I will drag you home
mo matter what!" I slipped back into Duo Maxwell and my father and Venus leave me standing there on the top of a cliff. On a cliff a braided boy is helping a Japanese boy to
his feet. "Happy birthday Duo." A slow passionate kiss is exchanged and Duo looks up
to the sky and smiles. "I'm home Solo. I'm not gonna join you. Not yet
any way I'm home. Heero is my home." "Sorry?" "Nothing Heero. Everything is just perfect." And that night the two lovers spent a passionate night on the top of the cliff. Owari. |
